Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Mysterious Love

“Love The Way You Lie (Part 2)”

On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.
And this thing turned out so evil, I don’t know why I’m still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.
But you’ll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,  
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.


Now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.
In this tug of war, you’ll always win, even when I’m right.
Cause you feed me fables from your hand,
With violet words and empty threats and it’s sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Ohhh, I love the way you lie.


So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave.
Til the walls are goin’ up in smoke with all our memories.


[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry that you
pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counselin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f–kin’ mind, without you, I’m out it


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Ohhh, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

Monday, March 14, 2011

When Bloggers Get on The Way

Songs aren't enough.
Laughter's not that much.
People fade slowly.
Yet, Bloggers are  here to stay.

Poems aren't that convincing.
Jokes aren't that relieving.
Moments gone with the wind.
But Bloggers are here to stay.

Soulmates await perfect destiny.
Romeo and Juliet creating fantasy.
Nothing's real, what can be true still.
Unconditionally, Bloggers are here to stay.

Life is running on circles.
The enemies of today
Are tomorrow's defenders.
Still, Bloggers are here to stay.

When Bloggers get on the way
All is left with HOPE.
And the mystery of uncertainty
becomes a NEW WORLD to bring forth...

Simply because Bloggers are here to stay.











 I'm glad... I'm a blogger!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Mysterious

Your eyes shadows death
but your smile lingers
deep down to my insatiable soul
'til it leaves me weak.

The fist of your look kills
and I cant just deal
the fire of concupiscence
it strongly feels.

When and how this saga ends
is a matter of mystery,
pushing back my psyche
to unwanted immortality.

Stop now or leave me undead!
Bring me not the curse
of your tricky spell.
I detest your magic, Sorcerer!

Like a secret in the grave
Be forever unknown
Let no LOVE come along
from a mysterious man you've shown.


By LadyBarbyQ

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

KURAPIKA

  Khai Zhi-ehl 


 kurapika

2011Best in Male Cosplay
Gordon College
Olongapo City
Philippines

Thursday, February 3, 2011

4 Minute - Hot Issue

                                        My latest Korean Dance Craze!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Michael Jackson Duet with Akon - Hold My Hand



Hold My Hand Ft. Michael Jackson Lyrics

(Akon):
Akon and MJ(oh yeah)


(Michael):
Yeah


This life don't last forever
(Hold my hand)
So tell me what we're waiting for
(Hold my hand)
We're better off being together
(Hold my hand)
Being miserable alone
(Hold my hand)


(Together):
Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright) (yeah)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight.


So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hoold my hand, hold my hand.


Akon:
The nights are gettin' darker (darker)
(Hold my hand)
And there's no peace inside (inside)
(Hold my hand)
So why make our lives harder
(Hold my hand)
By fighting love tonight
(So hold...)


(Together):
Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight. (ooh yeah)


So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand (yeah)
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hoold my hand, hold my hand.


Bridge:
I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (yeah)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (yeah)
Come to me and let me be your one and only (hold my hand)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)


I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (hold my hand)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (hold me)
Come to me and let me be your one and only (one and only)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)


Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hoold my hand, hold my hand


Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, (yeah) I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Looking Forward 2011

Are you all set to welcome the YEAR of the METAL RABBIT?

For sure, there'll be more time to list down all your new year's resolutions. But for now if you really want to get it simply started, let us begin with understanding our character the chinese way. I would take my own horoscope as an example. Here is my profile as Water OX (born: March 23, 1973) which is taken from tuvy.com. I believe this would somehow guide me to what's in store for next year  like what I did last year, I brought forth action together with prayer as powerful tools to make all things work. Finally, I had a fruitful and surpassing 2010. There is no secret formula!

My WATER OX Horoscope

Feb 6, 1913 to Jan 25, 1914
Feb 3, 1973 to Jan 22, 1974


Oxen in China are put on a pedestal. So it goes with Oxen people. Oxen are bright, peace-loving, often easy-going and trusting. But, on the other hand, they can also be stubborn, methodical, and fiercely competitive, with, shudder, fierce tempers to boot. Oxen are natural born mentors and life is filled with examples of people who have gone on to great success because of them. Mentally and physically alert to the point of genius, many Oxen belong to Mensa. They can create the most imposing structures, magnificent sculpture, and homes. They respond like poets to the beauties of nature and of solitude. Oxen are unique, they are The Flower that bursts through the crack of cement.

Bird's Nest Soup and Bean Curd are among the keys to good health!!

With Water Oxen you never have to sit around listening to boring lecturing and long-winded yada-yada. Through quiet self-assurance, they simply carry on with life, setting examples by deed, never by words. They make extraordinary leaders. They inspire others to do their best, through kind patience, knowing that even waiters finally come to those who wait. Realistic and open-minded about the foibles of others, they are rewarded with unexpected surprises when people turn around and show their best attributes. Tit for tat!. Their stable careers and "living right" give them the potential to be enormously wealthy, and they frequently are. For Oxen in general, love life is somewhat of a mystery, but immensely satisfying, interwoven very nicely with contrasts of quietude and passion, solitude and togetherness.
 

Famous Ox People: Tung Chee-Hwa, Sukarno, Richard Burton, Napoleon, Charlie Chaplin, Peter Sellers, Margaret Mead, Jawaharlal Nehru, Eisaku Sato, Princess Diana

and lastly, I firmly believe, ME.




If you want to know your character thru your zodiac sign go to:
www.tuvy.com/entertainment/chinese_horoscope.htm


Friday, December 24, 2010

JOy to the WORLD!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!


Smile!!!
Let Jesus' love guide us to a fruitful new year ahead of us.

Monday, December 20, 2010

My fave design for REUNION comes alive!


Big Thanks
to my Classmates 
for making  Reunion 2010 memorable!

Miss you all guys!!!

 







Beautiful memories relived 
with beautiful people around. 











With yummy food!!!

Sunday, December 19, 2010


HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY TO MY 
PERSONAL BLOG SITE! 


I WANNA THANK THE GOOD LORD 
FOR MAKING THIS MY SLICE OF LIFE.
MAY HE CONTINUE TO GRANT ME 
THE PERFECT WISDOM TO WRITE.

 

CHRISTMAS REUNION @ MY NEW KINGDOM



VOCTECH Party to the MAX!



Graced by Caregiver Batch 11, 14 and 15
with Household Services Batch 10




 



Thanks to all who shared this great time with us!


Thursday, November 4, 2010

Hello Voctech

 This is it!!!

>from BLUE to VIOLET
>from THERE to HERE
>from a KNIGHT to a DRAGON


 I found a NEW HOME to call MY OWN!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Magic of The Little Prince


"Come back after you read this book," my Professor in Advanced Philo told me.  "You will take an exam after." he added.

I was very skeptical of what this book has to do with  me. Except for being the major requirement in one of my minor subjects in the graduate school, I really couldn't understand why I have to read this 27-chaptered novellete. With all the rush tasks, work overload and time constraints, this is really not a perfect time to savor a good literature. Yet, there is another problem, there's just one copy in the library and it's not allowed to be taken home.One more thing-- the book looks very OLD and I'm sure there'll be a scarcity of copy on the nearest bookstores... what shall I do then?

I have no choice but to find ways to unlock this difficulty. I ended up searching this book on the net. The first encounter began with the book's author- Antoine de Saint-Exupery... who is he?

A pilot, a journalist, a writer. Not to mention, a military man. The author's profile is quite interesting! That made me go on browsing for additional information. The novel was created sometime in 1943 one year before his death. The Little Prince is the most well-known of his novels. It appears to be a simple children's tale, with simple illustrations, but you'll see more than that when you read it. According to one interpretation, it is a deeply moving book written in riddles laced with philosophy and poetic metaphors. 


"So, what could I get from this book except for a possible A grade for my subject requirement?,"  I asked myself. There's no other way but to find out.

At first I thought I would take the sacrifice reading it through the net. Thanks God, I got an old book from a generous student Thus, I read it... chapter by chapter, page by page, word for word. Until I found myself reading  the literature over and over again...

I couldn't stop! It's irrisistible. It's amazing!
No wonder why it became the famous novel at that time.
It's keeping your soul connected with what you read... with what you've realized! 
It's no child's story. It's a children's book intended for thinking adults!

You would appreciate the philosophy behind each line.
The logic behind each metaphor. 
The reality behind each magic.
And that truly is- the MAGIC of THE LITTLE PRINCE! 


Here are some famous lines taken from the book.


"What makes the desert beautiful," says the little prince, "is that somewhere it hides a well."
  -Chapter XXIV


"You're beautiful, but you're empty.... No one could die for you".
  -Chapter XXI

"One sees clearly only with the heart. Anything essential is invisible to the eyes."
  -Chapter XXI

“Why are you drinking?” demanded the little prince.
“So that I may forget,” replied the tippler.
“Forget what?” inquired the little prince, who already felt sorry for him.
“Forget that I am ashamed,” the tippler confessed, hanging his head.
“Ashamed of what?” insisted the little prince, who wanted to help him.
“Ashamed of drinking!”

"That is the hardest thing of all. It is much harder to judge yourself than to judge others.
If you succeed in judging yourself, it's because you're truly a wise man."


"If I were to command a general to turn into a seagull, and if the general did not obey, that would not be the general's fault. It would be mine."


"Language is the source of misunderstandings."



 --At the end of this reading task I said to myself, "I'm so glad to have it." My Professor just knows how to teach me what real philosophy is. Thanks to him, I met the LITTLE PRINCE! This is more than the A mark that I am expecting to get. Learning the essence of life is a great achievement. Isn't it?

 
By the way, I got a real A from my Prof. He gave me 1.1 which means 99% average grade for this subject!Thanks, Little Prince! Thanks, Sir Egay!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

miss u!


Hello Blogger, my old friend...
I've come to talk with you again...


I'd been away for so long, took part in this beautiful creation...
but now I'm here again, let's share the joy of that experience!


How can I forget the 11th Foundation Anniversary of GC? 
I left you behind like a little friend deserted in a strange island. 
That's so hurting to me as far as I believe 
but it took a while to make me realize 
how important you are as a friend.

A part of me was left with you as I went on my journey,
but I knew that my absence has done enough for both of us to see.
I bring you now the worthwhile experience
no person could ever resist,
I hope you'll be more happy to hear all the good lessons I've learned.

  •  I couldn't find a word to tell how happy and grateful I am for those who shared in the creation of COE exhibit booth! But before its final output there were several stories untold. I can still recall the first two days of its significant series when supporters came in selfless abundance, whether through physical or monetary help they did not hesitate to partake.There were those whom I consider great few who showed me what it means to be unweary despite of the difficult task, disturbing sweat and the heat of the sun. Physical labor is not fun, for sure, but  I knew it was, because the smiles were fixed on the faces of each and everyone around.
  • The third day was even more exciting! or should I say, breath-taking?!!! Yes, I couldn't even grasp my breath for a while to sit and relax. I was so anxious of many "hows"... How should I do this... How should I do that... lingered on my mind repetitively. I didn't know what to do then, but I have a conviction that it will all be okay soon. Yeah, It has to! And it happened. The four divisions were created and each section was apparently filled with its desired exhibits. Maybe, not that much, but good enough to have it showcased on the next day.Thanks to God! And many thanks to all who patiently understood my varied moods for all day long!
  •  OPENING DAY: The day we've all been waiting for! Will somebody do me a favor? This has been my favorite line. In and outside of the classroom I hurried like a mad hunter going after its prey. I didn't know what I was really needing, but it gave me satisfaction to see that everything's in the right place, anyway, in just few hours the judging will start. Did I really accomplish my task? Hmmn... soon I'll find out!
    • At 1pm all got dressed in full costume. Everyone has been in a hurry but excited to experience the fun! The theme: Greek Mythology inspired with a little foretaste of  World Literature! Of course, I was the master-planner, who else will oppose...(laughs) but I made it very relevant to the Official Contest Agenda, that's why it was beautiful! 
    •  The time moved so fast, but it was too slow for us who waited until 5 O'clock. Four hours with this costume set-up is NOT cool. Not if you've waited much longer than expected. Everyone thought it's going to be earlier. But it wasn't. Then I started being anxious, disoriented, stressed...And at the end I found myself sitting hopelessly in one side without saying a word. "This is not happening!" I thought.
    •  Then after few seconds, there came the lamplighter, the bearer of good news! I couldn't describe how much joy I felt when I heard them saying, "Andiyan na Sila!" (They are coming!) ...and everyone shouted in excitement; like ants they hurried to their different posts as we watched the judges getting near. At last, the long wait is over!
    • After the judgment time, you can see the smile in everyone's face. Lots of stories were told from anyone's experience. The experience of being part of the event. The goodness of having their share of time, talent and effort. It has paid off all the hardships, the time they invested and the hope they kept. It was a good learning experience. And I learned from it, too. Maybe now I understand how it is to be a little more patient. A little more composed. A little more trustful that I may enjoy the fruit of my labor in the sweetest experience possible. No regrets!
    • With that, we're victorious! And the rest is history.
    Special thanks to the following: 

    Alpha and Jane ................... for being the presentors of the event
    Eduardo ......................................as Hermes
    Dianne .........................................as Goldilocks
    Aziel ............................................as Cinderella
    Sarah and MJ ............................. ...as the Muses
    Anabel .........................................as Gabriela Silang
    Michael ........................................as Rameses
    Remarlyn ......................................as Cleopatra
    Kimberly ........................................as Athena
    Richard ........................................ as Zeus
    Janine ..........................................as Maria Clara
    Dondee and Leandro ......................... as Rizal and Bonifacio
    Aprileen, Melanie and the group..........  as college students
    Corskie, Almira,  and the group ............as elem students
    Renzel ...........................................as Einstein





    Saturday, January 9, 2010

    The 21 Most Beautiful People In My Eyes

    They say, "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder." What is good to you may not be fascinating to me. But that's an old story. Beauty is a universal truth. It's a known fact. What we just have to agree is our own foretaste of what we consider beautiful. It's a personal experience. It's in the encounter.  It's in the way you feel while looking at that someone you hailed beautiful. The feeling is incomparable. The joy is relieving. When you see that someone, you know that you're convinced... beauty is beyond physical, it's an opportunity to see what others cannot see... It's a connection that binds you and that someone in a very special way.


    Hereunder, you'll find my precious choices.


    > Britney Spears....................she's superb in everything... from the electrifying dance moves  to her captivating face, plus the phenomenal hit songs... she's one enchanting performer!
    > Michael Jackson.................his music makes me wanna believe in magic! his voice echoes from the skies up to the ends of this world.
    > Piolo Pascual......................my special favorite! he's my personification of the word "charm"!
    > Nicholas Cage....................the angel who captivated me in the film "City of Angels".
    > Kate Winslet......................an unforgettable face in my favorite Titanic movie, the first tragedy film which I consider "magnificent"!
    > Angel Locsin......................the beautiful Darna who captures the hearts of all Filipino viewers, including mine.

    > Anne Curtis.......................one beautiful face that can launch a thousand ships!
    > Kristine Hermosa.............she has an angelic face that I would want to have if ever i'll replace mine.
    > Laarni Layon.....................the beautiful math teacher, inside and out! a real friend and a loving inaanak too!
    > Victoria Fernandez............the English professor who personifies real beauty from the physical to academics and interpersonal relationships... she is Aphrodite in disguise! (love u, mare!)
    > Analee Panado...................the friend who makes me wanna start my day with a smile :-)
    > William Ramos..................my mentor, the identification of appeal and intelligence rolled into one.
    > Claire Asencio...................my baby sister who never fails to keep me warm.
    > Michael Valencia..............my little brother who makes me feel safe in a sister's company.
    > Noel Mabuting..................my sweet memory of friendship that i would not ever forget.
    > Nadya................................the good-old-friend who makes me feel at ease all the time.
    > Daisy Suede......................the dentist-friend who's always there to pursue me despite of my inconsistency.
    > Wayhard Galarpe..............he's a sweet student who pictures what real manhood is all about.
    > Jerry Renolla....................one incomparable character i have ever met!
    > Elvira Pallen......................my academic mentor who's like a mother to me.
    > Ofelia Macaya..................my Momma! the one who created and brings out the best in me!

    HAIL TO THESE BEAUTIFUL CREATION OF GOD!!!

    Tuesday, December 22, 2009

    The Gift

    Celebrate Life!
    We are just so lucky to have one!

    Here is my top ten list to be grateful about...

    #10- We have the world!
    Wonder how it feels to be outside of this planet...? hmmn...so lucky that i'm in here!



    #9- We have fellows to share, to love and argue with...

    I'll bet, you'll find it hard to live  alone and praise yourself afterwards, won't you?
    >thanks for the company!
                                                        


       *single ladies*

    #8- We have pets to keep us smiling...

    There are several ways to find simple pleasure, but you can see it quick in the eyes of the most unnoticed creatures everywhere... like my dogs! They never fail to amaze on me how they survive each day with just a "simple trust" on my feeding power... and yet they always smile whenever i'm around! :-)




          Barbie                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         Beauty


    Pogs


    #7- We have a shelter to keep us warm...

    *my Mythology Class @ Gordon College*

    Trees, buildings, houses, and the like... these are just some proofs of civilization. We are so blessed to have this abode where we can mutually engage and collaborate with.


    Remember those people who can't find a home on great mansions? Well, let's be thankful that we have a simple haven to live in ('though not that great,  it's filled with love and harmony)... not just a house to call our own.

     
    #6- We have some food to feed our body and enough faith to feed our soul...


    *special BarbyQ for the New Year!

    We may not have the best of foods in our table everyday, let's thank the Lord for the satisfying faith that we have, enough to keep us content and enjoy what we always share. GRACIAS!

    #5- We received gifts from generous people...

    From birhdays to special occasions... or just plain, ordinary days ... it's our own way of thanking someone or making him/her special with no ordinary presents, whether big or small, precious or not. It symbolizes the bond between the giver and receiver, a memory that the two shall cherish forever.

    >As they used to say: "It's not the thing but the thought that counts!" Thank you for that!

    #4- We have pictures of the past, elements of today and promises of tomorrow...


    It's nice to know that we are moving forward with lessons learned whether good or bad, helping us to get going and bring hope for the next day...

    >Congrats... we survive the challenge!


    #3- We have a fulfilling career and a career to fulfill...
    God has called us to fulfill a task by the virtue of our profession. We have different careers to perform, different responsibilities to act on... it does not depend on who we are or what we have for the moment, but on what we can do to serve our very purpose...

    >"Thank you God, you made me become a teacher!"

    #2- We have a family!


                              
    >>>Should I say more?

     The people who share...
     your laughter & your sorrow
     your victory & your defeat
     your pain & your gain
     your doubts & your security
     your mood & your action
     your dream & your nightmare
     your soul and your nature
     your birth & your last breath
     or simply, the ones who stay beside you...
     ALWAYS!


    #1- We have life!
    The pure reason why I enumerated all these things!
    It's worth to realize that in evey single moment God gives us a beautiful chance to witness what I have proclaimed here. And it's all because of the life we share together. Let's thank Him for the benefit of this GIFT... Let's not waste it. No matter how hard or unlucky you feel right now, you're still privileged and blessed!

    >>>Know why? Because you're still alive and able to read this! And hopefully, after this list, you're gonna celebrate life the way i did! Mmmmwah!!!


    Merry Christmas &
    Happy New Year to all!




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